

And what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay?
I’m falling to pieces…I’m falling to pieces…
All right. Well… I don’t know what to say. So…yeah. You’re still always welcome here, Eli.
…How did you know about that? You’re not taking me anywhere. You’re not even my friend, right? At least that’s what you said yesterday.
I have too much else going on. I don’t have time. I’m fine.
What do you care? No, I feel worse actually.
I can’t believe you’re actually doing this to me. What did I even do to you? Honestly. Did that kiss…I mean, was it some stupid spur of the moment thing for you?
Well ditto. Hmm let me think you fucking broke my heart into a million, you try having a crush on your straight friend for seven years without it hurting. That kiss meant everything to me, I was so happy that it happened but now I wish it didn’t I wish you didn’t know about my secret. For all I know you’ll get drunk and tell one of your sluts and they’ll tell everyone else.
How did I fucking break your heart, Eli? I’m not the one who was off pretending to be someone I wasn’t and flirting with everyone. I’m not straight, just an fyi. The feeling was mutual, always was, but well, that’s kinda shot to hell now. I wish you wouldn’t be so fucking stupid sometimes. You really wish that didn’t happen? Well it did. You can regret it, but I won’t. I don’t fucking have any sluts, also.